Started off ok. Almost good. And its going into the shitter faster than I can bail out the water. Someone please tell me how to hang on. I dont know how. I hate the holidays. I am alone. I feel horrible right now. It comes and goes. I just need a reason to keep clawing to hold on – I dont want to die – I want the pain to stop.
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Well keepbreathing, I see your posts for other people and I would suggest you use some of your own advice. 4 now….just keep breathing. Better days are ahead.
I hear myself all the time. Need outside nudge. I cant listen to my own shit when it is me
Yea, I understand that. Hang on you can get through this, you just hit a speed bump that’s all.
KeepBreathing4Now,
Very sorry you’re having a bad day, I am too, stay strong do something for the holidays around the house put up lights bake cookies! Put on music “SILVER BELLS” WHITE Christmas, YOU KNOW SANTI CLAWS IS COMING TO TOWN. CHEER UP!
What’s the matter rocketman ?
blackhole,
thanks for asking for me it never leaves,i have to deal with it perhaps i’ll start singing!
I’LL HAVE A BLUE CHRISTMAS WITHOUT YOU! YOU BETTER WATCH OUT! BETTER NOT CRY! LA LA LA
Awe Rocketman. 🙁 You can tell me what’s wrong, if you feel like talking.
ilikesloths,
THANK YOU SO…………………. MUCH! i really appericate your concern i think ima gonna cry! hey sorry talk later i got to go duty calls!
does that mean you’re gonna poop? I hope it means that, not crying! byes Rocketman!
lol. thats what i thought too ilikesloths…
ilikesloths,
Poop! How embarrassing! I’m a rockectman! It’s more like hang on for lift off! Haha,no I’m working and I never cry never never never! Ok I whine a lot to be fair, thanks for feeling bad for me. Even old rocketmen have feelings.
we never said you didnt have any feelings! thats why were all here. but honestly, ilikesloths and myself thought you had to drop the kids off at the pool.
Nope! Now i know i have completion! Are you sure you guys ain’t rocketwomen!
Rocketman, LMAO! that poop analogy honestly killed me.. trust me, I have way too many feelings (feelings, not poop!) for my body to contain. so I fully understand whining and crying and working! right now I’m doing all three at the same time 😉
hey thanks for shitting all over my post.
maybe start a shit thread of your own to talk about crapping.
I posted to hopefully hang on. thanks BH for writing.
And thanks for hijacking my post and making it a fucking joke.
one more reason to exit. people who cant fucking help and make my feelings a joke by talking about their daily shit. fuck off.
rocketwhatevr
just cheer up? the fuck.
engines starting. had enough of everyones shit and taking this like a fucking joke. all the posts i tried to truly help others. fuck the idea that life is worth it. one more example of why it is not. none of you fucking care here anymore than those who do not get it.
Black hole i appreciate the response.
going to smnoke a tail pipe. thanks for the encouragment
this was really awful of you guys. having fun with some shit when a person is asking for some comfort and help.
KeepBreathing4Now, don’t let other people’s behavior get you down. there are always some people who really care. Lonely holidays is really a problem. What I can say is don’t pay much attention to what the world is promoting in these days, turn to yourself and care for yourself. Hold on because you want it for yourself, hope for the better tomorrow, because there will be better days.
I hope you get some relief from the pain by seeing that you have someone who understands and who cares that you feel better.