4 Months ago I left my home town to go to a industrial city 500 miles away in search of work and opportunity. I established a job as a sheet metal worker, I enjoy the job but I am required to work 65 hours a week which is fucked.. on top of that i get 4 days off per month. Ive lost my life, my Girlfreind of 5 years, my freinds, my dog, my family… everything. Im alone, I have no freinds here nor do i have the time to make any, I drink myself to sleep on a regular basis…I don’t look forward to anything any more. I was recently diagnosed with bi-polar disorder.. ive had it for 2 years and ignored it but it got to the point where I had to get help. I have recently discovered that my brother is a alcoholic like im turning into and has dropped out of school and my “ex” girl freind is dating a fuckin loser. Ive truly had it with this fuckin bullshit and I want to pull the plug… i dont see the purpose of living in this hell.
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i dnt kno wat to say to make u feel better but if u feel that lonely maybe u shud move back home. i kno being alone and not be able to make friends will make your disorder worse. Consider going back home if that what makes you happy fuk that job its not worth your life