it’s been 30 years of feeling lost.
i just feel so tired.
i think that i just don’t belong in this world.
i feel ashamed for feeling this way.
i think of plans.
so people will assume it was an accident.
so scared.
but yet so sure.
Don’t feel ashamed seek help go to ur doctor for a refurel if its embarasment keeping u from help don’t tell anyone u seen the doctor there are so many methods of help don’t give up there’s no miricale cure but to try n pull urself out i wish my loved one got help and at least tried to save himself before hanging himself
Sorry disregard last post. I wrongly assume to know what you may be thinking or going through. In my mind being able to think/feel anything at all is preferable to the incomprehensible nothing that is non-existance. I hope you find the courage to keep fighting and don’t give in. Fight to find/create your own space in this world where you feel happy. You are the way you are. Screw everyone/everything else!
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Don’t feel ashamed seek help go to ur doctor for a refurel if its embarasment keeping u from help don’t tell anyone u seen the doctor there are so many methods of help don’t give up there’s no miricale cure but to try n pull urself out i wish my loved one got help and at least tried to save himself before hanging himself
I hope you’re not dead yet. Please see my post made later this day an tell me what you think.
Sorry disregard last post. I wrongly assume to know what you may be thinking or going through. In my mind being able to think/feel anything at all is preferable to the incomprehensible nothing that is non-existance. I hope you find the courage to keep fighting and don’t give in. Fight to find/create your own space in this world where you feel happy. You are the way you are. Screw everyone/everything else!