Writing and crying

12/18/05, fell in love
05/07/06, got heart broke
09/10/07, tried again
09/18/07, admitted love for her
10/04/09, got a place
09/10/11, I married her
06/23/12, she slept with another man………..

I came home from work, she told me,I cried, left our house, all our stuff, she went to his,……..I begged….she dropped me like I was nothing. I lost my best friend.

07/24/12, lost my job

08/24/12, ran back to my home town
09/16/12, I rolled my car @ 1:53am got ejected broke my neck, severed my spinal cord
11/10/12, released from hospital

. Now I’m a c6 Asia a complete quad. I can’t feel below my nipples, no function to speak of, I can’t move my fingers, or make a fist. I’m a burden on my father and step mother, my old friends haven’t come to see me or talked to me. I don’t want to ever wake up, I have the same dream every night.

I’m sitting in the rain, playing my guitar, staring at my wife in the water smiling back at me…….why do I wake up?