Last time I cried was when I woke up in hospital after trying to off myself. Normally, I can’t. Maybe if I could, I wouldn’t feel the need to cut. But I haven’t cut since that day either. I haven’t stopped other destructive habits though, like punching brick walls with full force.
Still, I can’t cry. Sometimes, I really want to, and I feel like it might make me feel better, but I can’t.
I laugh 😛 weird right?
Never cried before. It just feels so good, to be rid of the emotional pain in my heart. I feel so relieved that I actually start laughing without control.
never really thought about it. but I am guessin i smirk…. maybe a little smile. NEVER sadness or tears. It has always been a relief or a rage….
jmo – but if you are in tears – then i think you are seeking HELP. And everyone loves to offer advice. But, I would recommend not taking advice from fellow-suicidal nut jobs (like me) – go to a PROFESSIONAL.
before.. by the time i finally cut im to numb to feel anything left, i somtimes cut during it but rarley after, cause if im still crying.. odds are.. im still cutting
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when i cut while im sad i cry during and after. when i cut because im numb i sit and stare blankly at the spot im cutting.
oh, i usually cry a little before, and while, and most the time after.
why do you cry? if you dont mind me asking?
Last time I cried was when I woke up in hospital after trying to off myself. Normally, I can’t. Maybe if I could, I wouldn’t feel the need to cut. But I haven’t cut since that day either. I haven’t stopped other destructive habits though, like punching brick walls with full force.
Still, I can’t cry. Sometimes, I really want to, and I feel like it might make me feel better, but I can’t.
I cry lots but never when i cut. Never before during or after. Cutting kinda of excites me…? Im crayyy
I laugh 😛 weird right?
Never cried before. It just feels so good, to be rid of the emotional pain in my heart. I feel so relieved that I actually start laughing without control.
never really thought about it. but I am guessin i smirk…. maybe a little smile. NEVER sadness or tears. It has always been a relief or a rage….
jmo – but if you are in tears – then i think you are seeking HELP. And everyone loves to offer advice. But, I would recommend not taking advice from fellow-suicidal nut jobs (like me) – go to a PROFESSIONAL.
I cry happily as I feel the pain, I cry afterwards for my pain, and then I cry because I didn’t have the guts to take my own life.
before. Then after every cut until I fall asleep.
before.. by the time i finally cut im to numb to feel anything left, i somtimes cut during it but rarley after, cause if im still crying.. odds are.. im still cutting
Cutting helps me stop crying.