Without You

Its 5 days till christmas, but its also 5 days till its been 4 months without you. For so long I’ve been mourning you being gone from my life, walking around with this huge ball of pain inside of me. All of my insides aching and every little thing reminding me of you. I didnt think I could survive without you. Now here I am nearly 4 months later, and I know you will always be a part of me, but I’ve accepeted it now. You’re gone, and I dont think you’re coming back. Maybe we were never meant to be, and that time was our only time. I dont hurt as much anymore, its faded now but our memories and my thoughts of you haven’t. Its weird coming to terms with it when I really never thought I would. And maybe one day in the future, we will stumble back together completely different people and it will work. Or maybe I’ll never see you again.
Only time can tell.