I think I’ve had about all I can take, my way of life has been destroyed my dreams crushed my quality of life is going to suck forever.
I’ve been thinking about finally giving up alot lately, allready tried a couple times this year since I got really sick.
It makes me sad in a way I don’t really want to go but at the same time the pain I feel mentally and emotionally is so great its become unbearable.
I’m just hanging on by the skin of my teeth for friends and family and of course the little survival instinct left in my body helps.
I have to admit I’m rather afraid of stepping into the unknown all the things I’ll miss and how sad I’ll make people of course it’ll make some people happy and I don’t like the idea of giving them the satisfaction, but at the same time once I’m gone its not like any of that will matter to me.
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You’re not stepping into unknown, you’re stepping into nothingness.
And no one is happy when someone dies.
So what’s wrong?Why do you use word “forever”?
Forever
uyte,
I know how you feel. But think of this, you have friends, and a good family. Many people, such as me, have none of that. So you should be grateful. And why do you feel this way? Did somebody hurt you? A bully perhaps? Or maybe you just have a mild case of depression.. Either way, im here for you. Please don’t give up. If you need anyone to talk to, im here. And if you want to talk privately, email perhaps? Good luck. Stay alive.
-Raven
I as well, am here for you if you need to talk.
Just send me an email.