I’m not like in the suicide mood but in the murder mood… probably I’m just being foolish and getting mad about something meaningless, but it fucking hurted.
And it hurted ’cause it was my younger brother the one who caused me the humiliation, it was his stupid fault that I had to go there and then when he was getting the carbage out he practically threw it at my face… may be I’m childish but it was so humiliating I just locked my room so I wont go out and kill him.
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Kids will do silly things. It’s best that you don’t let him get to you. I’m glad that you used better judgement and stayed in your room instead of hurting him back. It shows you’re a better person and more mature.
Dave_N he’s eight and so much stronger than me… I guess it’s better that I hid my self as a coward because the going-to-jail stuff, but it’s still making me feel terrible because of letting him to and because my terrible wants to kill him about a stupid thing.
blahh it happens that even thoung sometimes I feel empty someone saved me from hurting me and then the only remain is anger, the most of the time I’m just mad and it gets annoying.
i been in that mood too, its good it makes you feel something…