So I probably should have posted before I commented on someone else’s post as I have wrote something that long It’s still awaiting moderation… Oops.
Seeing as I’m not suicidal today (today being the operative word) I thought I would register and tell you a bit about myself first. I’m 19, live in the UK and hate myself. I was bullied for 11 years and developed low self esteem. The bulling became severe 5 years ago and I developed anxiety – I couldn’t leave the house, I would have to get ready to get ready to go out. I would panic at the thought of meeting someone new and would be called the ‘weird quiet one’ because of this.
It wasn’t until 3 years ago in October just been that I became depressed. My friend killed herself in a suicide pact, my brother was in a car crash and one of my best friends moved to the other side of the world. I started withdrawing from everyone and self harming. I didn’t want to die at this point but I really hated myself. Â I only became suicidal a couple of months ago when I started on CBT. Â It hasn’t helped in the slightest but I’m persisting at it.
I have lost best friends but I’ve made a new one, one who understands me and loves me for who I am 🙂
So, yeah hey there – I think I’ll be on here a lot, even if I don’t post, but I will be commenting a lot <3
Love,
Vikki x
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Welcome To SP
It sounds like you have some experience to help a lot of other people, and I am glad you are doing so well.
I hope your recovery is swift.