Idk how much longer I can take of this useless life of mine. Its geting worse another year and im still depressed miserable lonely and wanting death more than ever. I had another breakdown the other day but this one was different… My entire soul broke cracked in peices. So I cut it didnt hurt much feels good too good . Im scared of myself when I look in the mirror I nolonger see me . I see the person who been killing me since I was 6 years old. She’s smiling telling me to finally give up to do it already. The last time I tried I didnt succeed the knife wasnt sharp enough smh . Ugh!!!!! I dont wanna be here I wanna go…. Im soooo tired
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I also feel like the person that i used to be before i got bullied is completely gone and this other person says that life is no longer worth living.
ok first off dont do it give it time find something you love to do and do it. stop cutting it is addictive the chemicals it releases in the brain make you feel better but they are addictive as hell. if you dont mind sharing why you feel like this i am someone willing to listen to you if you need someone to talk to