I’m feeling very lonely. I have been feeling lonely for too long.  It is about 1:30 am. I can easily end my pain tonight and have no one walk in and try to stop me.Â
Then again, if I do end up killing myself, who will find me? I am fifteen years old, so I still live with my parents. Will death be worth it knowing that the sight of my body hanging from the water pipes in our basement will scar my parents? What will death be like? I really do not want to go on feeling completely worthless and useless towards everyone, but I know that my parents love me and would be more than shocked to see their child dead.
Please, help me. What should I do? I feel as if this will be my one chance to finally end my pain, but I don’t want to leave knowing my parents will be haunted by the memory of this night.
Please, give me advice.
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Advice: If you feel guilty about doing something, don’t do it.
baby please dont kill yourself
trust me you are precious and dont let anybody make u forget your worth u have to show them how worth you are and for that you have to be alive to make your parents proud on you and just try to believe in yourself and let this time pass away. . you ll be alright just trust yourself becuz its your life and you have to fight
What if it were your dad hanging there instead of you, and you and your mother found him? Or your mom? Would you wonder why he or she did it? Would it tear you apart? Would you maybe even be angry?? Or, would you be glad??
If you think that no one will miss you or that you will be doing the world a favor, just look at those closest to you and imagine what finding them swinging at the end of a rope would do to you. Now, multiply that by a hundred, and that is what your parents would feel, every single day of the rest of their lives.
You will always matter. No matter what.