empty. wasted. dead. without meaning or purpose. to the point each day makes me wish for death. gun, noose, accident. i dont know how – but i know it is coming…. hopefully soon.
i maybe only 17 but i know EXACTLY how you people feel. My life is constantly a battle to a point where i feel like just jumping in front of a moving bus. I always thought that life would be an adventure , but it seems like our LIVES are BURDEN thats too much to carry. Is this what LIFE is supposed to be like?
Part of my life is really good and part of it is really fucked up. I am such a maniac.. So let’s admit that my whole life is a fucking mess, there’s just some good things in it to keep me here, and some doctors who genuinely love me enough to force me to stay alive without my consent. I don’t want to wake up in a hospital, so I haven’t tried to kill myself since a certain few doctors worked out my intentions a few weeks ago. I’ve got one more chance to stay clean of suicide attempts or I’m in the nut house.
8 comments
Like a hell, or like one black endless tunnel with no little spark of light. I don’t know. My life sucks XD
Painful.
empty. wasted. dead. without meaning or purpose. to the point each day makes me wish for death. gun, noose, accident. i dont know how – but i know it is coming…. hopefully soon.
Lonely. Hopeless. Pain. Torment.
I wish I was dead without doubt. This is to much.
Miserable, depressing, on-going, pointless, waiting for an “accident”
numb just tainted with a bit of hope into my plans soon
i maybe only 17 but i know EXACTLY how you people feel. My life is constantly a battle to a point where i feel like just jumping in front of a moving bus. I always thought that life would be an adventure , but it seems like our LIVES are BURDEN thats too much to carry. Is this what LIFE is supposed to be like?
Part of my life is really good and part of it is really fucked up. I am such a maniac.. So let’s admit that my whole life is a fucking mess, there’s just some good things in it to keep me here, and some doctors who genuinely love me enough to force me to stay alive without my consent. I don’t want to wake up in a hospital, so I haven’t tried to kill myself since a certain few doctors worked out my intentions a few weeks ago. I’ve got one more chance to stay clean of suicide attempts or I’m in the nut house.