and I was in the darkness. so darkness I became.

Im weak,weak person,i cant do nothing right!Im just depressed all of the time and yet i cant do it.All i see is darkness.I started to get this numb feeling too.I dont care if i wake up tomorrow.I dont care if i die today.It will be much better if i do die,but im not that lucky.I stopped trying.I just want to stop existing.Everything was too painful.But then i got numb.I dont know whats better.Im sorry for this stupid post,but i had to let it out,i guess.