The fact that you are brave enough to say this to the world on camera and show who you are shows that you still have hope, that you can keep fighting. I can’t say I know exactly how you feel, nor that I’ve been through exactly what you’ve been through, but not only me but many others have been through a lot too, many have given up and killed themselves. I would die before giving up, I held my own, when no one else cared, or at least some did but I felt lonely. Stand your ground, stand up when it’s all crashing down. You are a human being that deserves happiness!
I am going to just write everything I am thinking about this without holding back anything.
Firstly and lastly…..and really beyond everything in between. I truely hope that was not your farewell. I hope that if it was not, or if it was…but you change your mind, that you will post again and let everyone know you are ok.
I find it brave and…odd…that you would post this video on this site. The contents of…well…I have many questions.
The music. The sad music in the video. Were you just listening to this as you made your video, simply because you like it? Was it an intentional part of the video? If it was, was it part of what you were trying to communicate…something about the song that resonated with you and you felt helped…explain..how you feel and why you are thinking the way you are? Or was it a calculated action meant to garner, or futher, an emotional response from the viewer? Was it all these things?
It is obvious you had trouble finishing what you were saying, at the end. It seemed you were reading a note you prepared.
This is all very troubling. A thought out good bye. Showing your face, the video…..like, what does it matter now if anyone sees who I am.
I will tell you that it matters. Because people here have seen your face, the light in your eyes and the pain in your voice. That is a powerful thing. I know that right now, even though I have no idea who you are….you are the most important person in the world to me. All my thoughts and emotions are for you.
I know that I want you to live. That I am scared that a beautiful young woman will be gone. I know that I wish there was something I could do.
I believe that these feelings are shared by others. A few others have posted before me and mine will not be the last. We are taking time from our lives, of the precious little time we have, to try to communicate to you…..that there are people out there who care.
I just want you to live, to live well, to have a chance for that.
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Was that a post or a goodbye letter you was saying?
Both I guess
The fact that you are brave enough to say this to the world on camera and show who you are shows that you still have hope, that you can keep fighting. I can’t say I know exactly how you feel, nor that I’ve been through exactly what you’ve been through, but not only me but many others have been through a lot too, many have given up and killed themselves. I would die before giving up, I held my own, when no one else cared, or at least some did but I felt lonely. Stand your ground, stand up when it’s all crashing down. You are a human being that deserves happiness!
You’re alive right? Please don’t commit suicide!
I am going to just write everything I am thinking about this without holding back anything.
Firstly and lastly…..and really beyond everything in between. I truely hope that was not your farewell. I hope that if it was not, or if it was…but you change your mind, that you will post again and let everyone know you are ok.
I find it brave and…odd…that you would post this video on this site. The contents of…well…I have many questions.
The music. The sad music in the video. Were you just listening to this as you made your video, simply because you like it? Was it an intentional part of the video? If it was, was it part of what you were trying to communicate…something about the song that resonated with you and you felt helped…explain..how you feel and why you are thinking the way you are? Or was it a calculated action meant to garner, or futher, an emotional response from the viewer? Was it all these things?
It is obvious you had trouble finishing what you were saying, at the end. It seemed you were reading a note you prepared.
This is all very troubling. A thought out good bye. Showing your face, the video…..like, what does it matter now if anyone sees who I am.
I will tell you that it matters. Because people here have seen your face, the light in your eyes and the pain in your voice. That is a powerful thing. I know that right now, even though I have no idea who you are….you are the most important person in the world to me. All my thoughts and emotions are for you.
I know that I want you to live. That I am scared that a beautiful young woman will be gone. I know that I wish there was something I could do.
I believe that these feelings are shared by others. A few others have posted before me and mine will not be the last. We are taking time from our lives, of the precious little time we have, to try to communicate to you…..that there are people out there who care.
I just want you to live, to live well, to have a chance for that.
Please try.
Please.
Hearing you say so many things I think makes me feel less alone.
At least someone does..