fuck everyone youre all stupid self loathing pieces of shit with no real problems. fuck, i wish i just felt sad, lonely, depressed, angry and hopeless again. yeah my life actually really fucking sucks. i work a job where i satisfy rich, entitled assholes who look at me like im performing slave labor. i work and sweat for measly money no one appreciates me or EVEN KNOWS HOW TO SAY MY FUCKING NAME. Can i just say how fucked up it is to see the same people for 5 out of 7 days a week and they dont know how to pronounce your fucking name because your parents FUCKEDD UP and named you thr most retarted name in history that no one can say or remember I LIVE MY LIFE NAMELESS AND FORGOTTEN. i struggle, im paranoid as fuck which prevents me from having any sort of real friendship/relationship. i cant talk to anyone because im living in constant fear of how my actions or words are interpreted. TO MAKE EVERYTHING COMPLETE let me end it right here i hqave fucking HERPES contracted to my ***** from a cold sore ive ended my sexual life. IM ONLY 21 the boy i have it with is 18 and we are scared to be alone clinging to each other for a reason to stay alive. fuck everything i HATE MYSELF I HATE MY JOB I CANT BE ALONE FUCK
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I will ignore the part where you insult everyone on this site. I’m sorry you’re in so much pain, dear… 🙁 Is there anything I can do to help?
Yeah I feel the same way. It’s hard to be yourself when you tend to think differently and get judged for it. That’s when I thought to myself ” you know what? Fuck it, I shouldn’t care and just be who I am. I am living for myself, and not in the shadow or expectations of others.” Try it, not giving a fuck can help.
im sorry you hate yourself. wish you could change things somehow. just dont compare pain its not respectful of others feelings, pain is pain no matter what, no matter how. although i understand your anger, it was not nice what you said in the beggining :/