I swallowed pills last night but i whimped out and made myself throw them up. Why? Idontknow. I’m just an diot and i should already be gone. theres no point of me being here. i just need to leave. sorry
You made the right decision skylark, by throwing up those pills. A part of you still wants to live. We want an end to our pain, not an end to our lives. Don’t give up.
Don’t give up hope! There always is but you have to make sure it stays,but once you lose it there has to be something strong in your heart to bring it back! I lost my hope two years ago and found it back when I met the only person that can understand my felling’s!
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I know that feeling man, I’ve been there. It’s hard to end it.
Maybe there’s a reason you didn’t do it. A reason bigger than your fear and your reasons to die and wanting to. Think about it.
Don’t feel like an idiot for holding on. It means you’re strong. If you have a doubt you should think about it more…
You made the right decision skylark, by throwing up those pills. A part of you still wants to live. We want an end to our pain, not an end to our lives. Don’t give up.
Don’t give up hope! There always is but you have to make sure it stays,but once you lose it there has to be something strong in your heart to bring it back! I lost my hope two years ago and found it back when I met the only person that can understand my felling’s!
Don’t worry about it, you wouldn’t have died anyway.