I fight with anxiety and depression all the time…i have no real friends which is really hard..my boyfriend is usually gone sometimes for weeks at a time and i just sit around depressed..my BF owns the place i work and people are mean and resent me because of it..others try to pretend to be my friend but i see right thru them..Whenever we have problems he runs and tells all my co-workers which makes me so uncomfortable.he’s the kinda guy that does so to make we look crazy while he appears perfect..nobody listens to me cause he’s the boss..i lose..just so over living for real!! sad thing is i really am a very nice ,super generous person but with nobody in my life to show it to i would rather just be dead
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You have three realistic options. You can stay with him and continue working there. Stay with him and quit the job or leave him and quit the job.
You might have become accustomed to that situation if it’s all you’ve known or you’ve been like that for a while.
I know the anxiety is a real problem but you have to start taking back your independence and showing that you’re a modern independent women and no one can make you feel inadequate.
I don’t think your boyfriend means to put you down. He probably has low self esteem himself and it’s his way of dealing with it.