I feel quite exhausted right now it’s four in the morning and I’m wide awake, my body is getting so  used to staying up every night. I don’t really value myself too much and I feel like it’s my petty problem that I should be able to deal with but it’s easier said than done especially today when I logged on Facebook there was a girl wanting to commit suicide and so many people were trying to help her  and just looking at it made me feel lonely and want to cry because of how much I’m hiding