Ive been looking for you for some time……in a way ive found you…..putting myself in situations I know will be to my detriment. ……im almost there…..im at your doorstep…..I could stop taking my hiv medication and you could take me……you are my resolve. My blood is poisonous. ….im less than half of who I used to be…..I dont see my face in the mirror anymore…..my apartment reflects my psyche……its a mess…..things strewn all about……even now when I wake up I still feel asleep…..I want out of this….I have life insurance my mother will get the full 500, 862 $ of it……27 years to long….I will wait for you…..I will look for you long after the days have ceased and my mouh forgets how to smile…..long after I have stopped everything…..I will wait for you, want and long for you to take me
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Woulanos,
very sorry about the hiv what a bunch of shit! be strong and do your best! my thoughts are with you!
IVE BEEN SICK FOR SOME YEARS INFECTION BEEN WAITING 13 YEARS FOR IT TO TAKE ME ITS A LONG LONLEY ROAD AT LEAST FOR ME TO THE POINT I WONT EAT ANYMORE I RELATE
Im not a bit at all sad about having HIV……when I found out I had it I realized death had answered my call and it was the begining of the end for me….that was 4 yrs ago……I am patient……
MY DOCTORS TELL ME THAT I’M STILL YOUNG AND IT WILL BE A MUCH LONGER ROAD HENCE THE NOT EATING I’M NOT PATIENT ITS SAD BUT I WISH IT WAS MORE CANCERISH OR SOMTHING QUICKER CUASE ITS TAKEN EVERYTHING FROM ME I JUST DON’T WANT TO SLOWLY FADE
cancer is nothing to joke about….sorry but i have cancer…
You do realize that life insurance won’t pay out for suicides? It has to be ‘natural causes’ or a ‘tragic accident.’ Sorry to hear that you have HIV. If you take your medicine, it probably won’t become full blown AIDS.
I am no fool I know that ive read the policy front to back cover to cover I know what im doing
Lol dont be sorry that im positive im not……it doesnt bother me…….its being alive that does ……for now anyhow