I’m finally starting to feel tired enough to where I can go to sleep after not being able to sleep at all last night, I went back to school today and to be honest I’m starting to like it less and less being there gives me a feeling of unease, I’m applying to the performing arts school I dropped out of last school year I really hope I can get in.  I just want to be great :beautiful,smart,talented I know it sounds superficial but I feel like that’s what would make me feel good about myself. It’s 5 am one hour to sleep before school and wake up to an unwanted day