barbiturates oh barbiturates how i wish i I had the barbs, barbs and a few bottles of wine to die in my sleep to experience the older brother of sleep suicide is forever and that’s just the way I want it life is a pain death is the cure theirs nothing bad about death just what comes before it which is the fear of it we should all have a stoic death
“Nothing matters to us in this age to escape it with all speed”- Tertullian
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hang in there =(
I read this and my heart sank – i hope you see that death is never the answer to temporary pain and suffering. I would never throw my opinion or judge anyone for having suicidal thoughts – most people do – but it is never the solution. It’s a permanent quick fix that will never be a solution. Life is not a disease, its not meant to be easy. We learn a lot from pain and struggles we have in our lives. I truly hope you find this one day. You are not alone – there is always someone, somewhere who will listen. Please take care and i truly with all my heart wish you luck and hope you feel better. Take care!!!