I’m at the point where I find cutting to be no big deal…. I mean it isn’t on my wrists, so I’m not gonna hit anything vital. Plus I’m not doing it deep enough to do any real damage.. Yeah it bleeds, but ya know that happens. I find cutting to be no big deal, and sorta like a hobby. Sometimes I hope & pray certain people will notice the cuts though. I don’t want them to do anything, just notice & ask.
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You should tell somebody close to you.
I am going to be blunt.
Are you cutting to cope with some hidden issue and this is the best way you know how to mentally deal with that pain? Or are you doing it solely for attention?
One seems like you will likely need profession help (btw I am a cutter and am currently in DBT therapy). The other I can not relate to – so I will defer comment.
If you NEED help cuz you are suicidal or walking toward being suicidal – allow me to say from experience…. It is OKAY to tell your family doctor or your parents or a school counciler. They will NOT lock you up in a looney-bin. They will simply have to talk to a therapist and try to find out why you feel that way and if necessary give you some medicine that will help balance your body (because often the problem is your body is not producing enough of one chemical to keep your head on straight).
Best of luck to you.
I can tell u I’m not doing it for attention souly because I would not rely on it so heavily if it were for attention. I wouldn’t consider killing myself if it was for attention. The therapy thing freaks me out to be honest.. This has been going for many years and is often hidden, I only make it more obvious when I’m very desperate & I think that’s me begging myself to get help.