I haven’t really done anything today but remained in bed today so I just figured I’d let all out that I’m feeling. I haven’t really been feeling good about myself (well more than the usual)  whether it’s about my looks,intelligence,etc. After being bullied I never really dealt with my feelings I kind of just carried them with me I don’t have any confidence and I don’t really like the way I look and I constantly compare myself and whenever I see pictures of really pretty girls I shrink and it’s really unhealthy because I can’t be around people for too long without feeling like I need a break and I don’t like most people because I feel like they’re judging me and I don’t like being around them I’ve been talking to people to get help with this recently hopefully that will help me be able to open up  to people which is going to  be hard, I guess that’s one of the reasons I didn’t tell the social worker at guidance the truth about my depression(mentioned in my last post) because I’m scared to open up which says a lot (that I’m not a strong person)
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it doesn’t matter what other people think. the only thing that matters is what you think. throw all those other pictures out of your mind and stop comparing. just go look in the mirror and start complimenting yourself on all the things that you like about yourself. you are a stronge person. people only bully others because its their way of hiding how weak they really are. just so you know kindof have the same problem with people the only difference is that im afraid they’re not going to listen to me when i do open up to them. opening up is haed and it is scary but to the right people its more like a blessing. you are special. don’t forget that.
Thank you,(sorry for the late reply) that really means a lot to me I’ll remember your kind words when I feel down