Now I lay me down to sleep I pray there is a soul to keep Maybe I’ll die before I wake And there will be a soul to take. My heart is numb, My tears are gone, I’m tired of the same old song. I’m tired of the nonstop fear, I’m tired of knowing you’ll leave me here. You say we’ll live a happy life, But i can tell that that’s a lie. You say you love me every day, But it’s just a game of House you play. You’re getting tired of my shit, Of all the tears, the hissy fits. I love my warrior so much I long for his gentle touch. So now I’ll sleep and not wake up, And spend eternity feeling that touch, he’ll meet me in the afterlife, Forever teenage husband and wife.