I hate my life. This schoolyear was the worst. I went out with a girl who dumped me, went back with her ex-boyfriend, dumped him tried to get me back, went out with my best friend, had sex with my bestfriend, dumped him to go back with her ex-boyfriend again, had sex with him countless times, and recently tried to work things out with me again. I told her to fuck off and leave me alone you slut. And now that she doesnt have my attention shes trying again with her original ex-boyfriend. I feel so used and insecure about everything. I cant sleep, ive cut myself 3times and im so afraid to talk with other girls. This all happened in less than 3 months and i feel no purpose anymore. I now see the world is filled with heartless girls. Im so tired of faking a smile to everyone…