Its so bad, I cant take this all anymore. Â Its not temporary for me. Â I have been planning it for months now. Â I want my suicide to be painless because Im such a damn wuss. Â I was arrested for putting my arm around my daughters shoulders while watching tv and my hand brushed against her breast. Â They are calling that molestation. I have never touched her ever in a way inappropriate. Â I even made it a point to send their mom to the bathroom if the kids needed anything. Â I bonded out of jail while I am waiting on my trial. Â Only one person believes me and thats my wife but Family services is forcing her to divorce me if she ever wants to have the children live with her again. Â My two oldest daughters I had full custody of from a previous marriage they are trying to adopt out. Â I have been labeled as a monster by the news. Â I cant get a damn job at all and I havent been convicted of anything. Â I want to just die. Â Like I said earlier I have been planning this for months. Â Helium seems to be the way for me. Â Just have to get a motel so no one I know finds me. Â This isn’t in any way a plea for someone to help or talk me out of it. Â I just have no one in the world to talk and vent this to. Â Im just so done. I want it over. Ive lost anything and everything I held dear, my children my wife my family my house my cars. Â I have nothing to live for at all. Â Ive been trying to find something but there isnt anything.
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I’m sorry to hear this. I hope that your name will be cleared in the near future because you have just said that haven’t done anything wrong.
People forget that nobody’s perfect. We all make mistakes that we regret. Your wife should stick by you if you’re innocent.
I hope you haven’t gone through with anything because I have a reason for why you should continue living. You should live for YOU.
I’m here if you want to talk.
All my love, LOBT (LivingOnBorrowedTime.)
I am still here. Feeling down again. Cant stop crying
Hi, I feel a bit late but haven’t been on in a long while. Your story is messed up. I still find it hard to believe shit like this can happen. I hope you feel better, you haven’t done anything wrong. You really shouldn’t hurt yourself for your situation. Have you gotten tried yet? You could try to get to a higher court if this one goes badly. Humans are just… human, the news loves to make money off distorted truths. This is very jumpy, sorry about that, can’t focus right now. You’re a good, valuable person and I hope you’re okay! If you ever must go though, leave a note or send letters to the judge and assholes who screwed you over, make sure you make a point. I really do wish you the best though. Too bad I’m not a lawyer :/, I’d help you. I’ll come back tomorrow and see if you’ve said anything because I’ll talk if you want, but right now I’m too tired.
Try to get some rest, ‘night.