32 here. The end is neigh. My impulsiveness is what’s going to get me. I’m one bad day and an opportunity (of which there are plenty) of causing myself immense physical pain and cashing out.
It just sucks that others are affected to. I wish I could magically make everyone who knows me instantly forget about me…forever.
Funny how everything changes..Life is pointless when you have no reason to live..My mother dead i never knew my father and my closest relatives are cold bunch..I fight for my whole life but only thing i found was suffering and hate compare to this death seems like the only way..
that’s sad. well i was bullied and still am right now. i was almost molested. i was beat up everyday. the people i love are now dead. and its funny how im not dead yet. maybe its just that im afraid of dying. death is my only way and all my sadness and anger i have inside will end on friday. once i die i’ll be happy again because i died. who knows i might change my mind about not dying on friday but one day i’ll comitt suicide and it will happen.
yeah me too some time i feel like i am living without soul only my body still breathing
i don’t know this true to live this or what i try to forget this and live my life but every time i back to this moment worst
some time i afraid from the knife cause i don’t know what i will do if i stay alone with it for awhile
but life is still going on 😀
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me too
me 3
Preachin’ to the choir. Count me in too.
If dying is your way out
Then count me in I’m coming
– Mr. owl ate my metal worm
its been my dream to die, im not wroth anything anymore.
I wrestled with suicidal thoughts since I was about 8 years old. I’m 37 now. I am pretty sure that it will get me in the end, whenever that may be.
one day maybe the following friday I’ll end my life. cause i cant live this life anymore.
32 here. The end is neigh. My impulsiveness is what’s going to get me. I’m one bad day and an opportunity (of which there are plenty) of causing myself immense physical pain and cashing out.
It just sucks that others are affected to. I wish I could magically make everyone who knows me instantly forget about me…forever.
my death wish is for everyone to forget about me.
It’s upsetting to see that we’re all after the same result – death.
It has become a chore
To live
To breath
To be
Is anybody else tired of just being tired?
im tired of being tired.
Funny how everything changes..Life is pointless when you have no reason to live..My mother dead i never knew my father and my closest relatives are cold bunch..I fight for my whole life but only thing i found was suffering and hate compare to this death seems like the only way..
that’s sad. well i was bullied and still am right now. i was almost molested. i was beat up everyday. the people i love are now dead. and its funny how im not dead yet. maybe its just that im afraid of dying. death is my only way and all my sadness and anger i have inside will end on friday. once i die i’ll be happy again because i died. who knows i might change my mind about not dying on friday but one day i’ll comitt suicide and it will happen.
This tiredness stays with you like your shadow. It won’t go away until you do something. But I’m too tired to do anything at the moment.
same here
yeah me too some time i feel like i am living without soul only my body still breathing
i don’t know this true to live this or what i try to forget this and live my life but every time i back to this moment worst
some time i afraid from the knife cause i don’t know what i will do if i stay alone with it for awhile
but life is still going on 😀