I’ve lost myself.
Im
so depressed. I’m trapped in the dark depression in my mind. I’m tired of fighting. I think about ending it all everyday. My depression and bad memories are slowly killing my soul. It would be so nice to sleep and never wake up.i have lost hope. I’m giving up.
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I know how you feel, what do you do to not commit sucide…?
I wish I had an answer, my friend. I only have my kind words of understanding. I feel your pain, I’ve felt your pain and I hope something comes along that pulls you into the light. Maybe if you feel the sun you’ll see some hope. Sometimes I just take a lonely stroll and it cheers me up. Sometimes. But, if I truly knew the answers, I wouldn’t be on this site, would I?
*hugs* from Southern California.
I think about how upset my mom would be. She’s gone through a lot and it would crush her. But the pain I feel is so great. I cry everyday. I can’t take it. Sometimes I have brief moments of happiness but those are Gettin less and less. I’m trapped 🙁 but so far thinking about how it would affect my mother is keeping me alive. I’m truly scared for when my pain outweighs my love for my mom…