I’ve been on medications for quite a while now, and I think they’re becoming pretty much useless… This year I’m turning 25, which is the legal age for being able to buy a gun in my country (Brazil). And I’m planning on buying a gun as soon as I can, and finish this f****** pain once and for all… I don’t even know why I’m saying this here.. probably because there isn’t anyone who I can share these stuff with…. The worst thing is… Even if I do kill myself, nobody will give a fucking fuck…… My mind is a mess, I’m totally lost, I have no pleasure in life, I feel pathetic even for writing these things here……. I don’t know how much long I can take it… I just wanna die… I just want not to be anymore………………… fuck…..
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Hey,
Things can change, you have to realize that … You might be amazed how much talking someone who know what they’re doing can make a difference. Please consider contacting someone, say at http://www.integralcounseling.org/ … I believe you can talk to people over the phone, possible over email, and if you don’t want to spend much money, they can certainly accomodate you. Or you can call the number on the side of the homepage — They’re there to help you, regardless of whether you’re suicidal or not.
I know it can be intimidating — But there are people who want to help you on the other end. You just have to call … You have nothing to lose!