tonight i will die,  all is set, pills kicking in now just need to take an other 20 or so,,,,, exitbags at the ready the i am off for the long sleep
don’t do it. i know how you feel.. i have my pills here, right beside me… i’m just waiting for the “perfect moment” to take them… you see, i want to do it, i feel like i can’t stand this pain anymore, it just kills me…but at the same time i want to live, i want a happy life, i want so many things and if i do it i’ll never have the chance to get them.. Sometimes i feel so lost, i feel like there’s nothing that can make me feel alright, nothing that can make me happy..but i just hope that someday , something will happen and i will be ok. So , please..if you want to talk, i am here.. i really need to talk to somebody who understands how it feels.
you know…i have read so many stories from this website, but you, your message made me register and say something. I have no idea why…but i just felt like i needed to.. (sorry for my bad english)
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don’t do it. i know how you feel.. i have my pills here, right beside me… i’m just waiting for the “perfect moment” to take them… you see, i want to do it, i feel like i can’t stand this pain anymore, it just kills me…but at the same time i want to live, i want a happy life, i want so many things and if i do it i’ll never have the chance to get them.. Sometimes i feel so lost, i feel like there’s nothing that can make me feel alright, nothing that can make me happy..but i just hope that someday , something will happen and i will be ok. So , please..if you want to talk, i am here.. i really need to talk to somebody who understands how it feels.
you know…i have read so many stories from this website, but you, your message made me register and say something. I have no idea why…but i just felt like i needed to.. (sorry for my bad english)