so when i went to school i took 4 vicodins. i felt pretty fucked up and I still do right now, because i took them only 2 hours ago. I’m home now because I feel like throwing up (that might be because I havent eaten in 2 days..) I’m going to take the rest of the pills later.. I hope that will be enough to kill me. I can’t take it anymore, life is too much. no one cares so it doesnt matter.
(UPDATE) — i just threw up the juice i just drank. i dont know if i am throwing up because i havent eaten, or because i took too many pills…..
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Its because of the pills. the body knows that they pose a threat to the body hence the throwing up urge. thats why pill overdose results almost always in a failed suicide attempt
what if i were to drink half a bottle of alcohol with the pills?
I drink several bottles with pills daily. Never did me any harm.
@AtFishersCross
It affects people differently.
Unless you tried to kill yourself every time you drank – there’s no reason why you would throw it all up.
@justasadgirl
If you’re trying to kill yourself it wont work. Martin1987 is right. It’s basic human instinct to want to survive. There’s no point in even trying.
And you might want to eat something. If you’re trying to kill yourself by starving it’ll be extremely painful, and you’ll eventually give in to your desire for food. All that pain without anything coming of it. There’s no point.
Mmk, yeah i just ate. I still feel nauseous. Thanks for the advice
There is no reason to try to kill your self… You don’t need to let the problems in life overrun you. Push through your problems, if you need to talk to someone email me at nicholeellison0912@yahoo.com this is just a big mistake don’t let the devil try to run your life you need to push through I have committed suicide to but you need to think about all of the good things in your life and put all of the bad in your life behind you. pills are not the solution to your problems if you do this you never know where you could end up you have a fifty percent chance to go to hell and that is not a place you want to be. I would not put going to hell on my worst enemy.
I love you,
Haylee