This world sucks

Hello,my name is Maja. I hate this world,these people.All I want to do is die.DIE DIE DIEE. But when i think it twice i’d just like to go FU***** FAR,FAR away from this whole thing. Id like to hire a killer to kill me. If you look at my notes,on my mobile phone, it’s all full of wishing to die. I can’t do this anymore. IT HURTS LIKE HELL TO LIVE THIS WAY.IM NOT PERFECT.IM FAT,UGLY AND POINTLESS.NOBODY LOVES ME.WHY SHOULD I THEN EVEN STAY ON THIS PLANET?I know it wouldn’t be better in real hell but i don’t know. 🙁 fuck i want to live a nice life.I want every person on this world to be happy cause i know how it feels to drown in your own tears with no smart reason. If anybody  that knows me read this they would say that im stupide,that everybody loves me,etc. But let’s face it,i suck. I would like to go away. Away,FAR AWAY.Cause it’s not worth living this in such pain and suicidal thoughts and thinking how god left you bcz of these thoughts. It’s worth living for every moment on this planet.Cause the planet is wonderful,perfect. And explain that to me,to people that are totally disappointed how their life is going to end and how it’s lasting right now.No! Planet is not fault for that. IT’S PEOPLE WHO HAS GOT NO FEELINGS WHEN THEY SCREAM BAD NICKNAMES AND TALK BEHIND YOUR BACK. I’VE BEEN BULLIED WITH WORDS.WORDS CAN PUT ME DOWN,DOWN INTO A ROOT OF SADNESS EVEN IF ,BEFORE I WAS CALLED A “FAT COW”, I WAS HAPPY LIKE HELL.I hate people. i want to die. but no