Hello .
I am turned 20 this january.
I used to be a very happy carefree person till i was 18. My life was perfect .I got everything I ever wanted .My parents are rich and I had good friends.
I started my degree in 2010 and studied 1 year at the university. It was a doctorate degree and I studied really hard that whole one year. My friends were awesome .After an year when i had a final exam,my parents told me that i have to quit studying there because we are moving away to a new city. I didnt study for my exam and failed .
Then I wasted my another year and moved to a new city and took admission here.
Now im pursuing a art degree and this university sucks. People here suck. I cannot adjust in this city.I donot have awesome friends. people are mean.
Also I cry everyday I donot know why.I have become very sensitive.I donot go Out at all.I donot hangout.I only study and try to get good grades. Ive started overthinking and always im so tensed.
Im not a very relationship person..Ive had relationships that i never took seriously..But last year i got into a relationship and I donot know why I got so much involved ..i brokeup with him but i still talk to him and still love him..he claims that he love me too but he already has a girlfriend and he never admits it but I know ..How can he be in love with two persons at the same time?
Im actually kinda pretty and hes just average and i know that i deserve better but i just cannot stand the idea of not talking to him ..whats wrong with me?
why am i so depressed always?
I try to be very happy I eat alot and sleep alot as well but inside im just a lonely person ..whos crying while typing this ..
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3 comments
I wish I had your “problems”. But I have it much worse than you do.
I agree that one could have greater problems than you do yet your problems cannot be ignored. The more you deepen into depression the less you’ll have a chance to get out. I think the answer is in us, yet we seem to never learn from mistakes.
It’s weird to say that, but you know yourself better than any one else so you might know the answers to your problems.
I have to admit that moving to a different town, leaving behind friends and stuff, can really suck. Things could change in time though, or maybe not…
Everybody thinks that their problem is bigger than others..And i never mentioned that i want to committ suice or something..anyways thanks for replying people.