I feel like shit, I don’t want to feel like this, I’ve been going so well now I feel like I’ve gone so backwards it’ll take forever to get back to where i was at emotionally, I’m a wreck, My family life is so fucked at the moment even my 12 year old sister is hurting herself and I don’t know how I can help her, I want to stop her getting like I did… I’m so lost and confused and I can’t stop crying whenever I’m alone, which is a lot recently…
I’m even grammar nazi’ing my writing so i can try not to think about what i wrote… 🙁
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It makes me cry as i can feel exactly what you are going through….you are not alone at least i am with you….
Could you try and remember some of the things that would’ve made you happier when you were depressed and then try to offer your sister those things? Like someone to talk to or something?
Your post is very touching. Thank you for sharing a part of your story.
Thanks, hopefully today will be a good day for us both, good things happening today 🙂