I fail at everything that I attempt. I have absolutely no purpose on this planet. I try so hard, but I will never be good enough. I will never matter. I hate knowing that suicide is inevitable, and I hate having to choose when to hurt people I love. Because it’s only a matter of time. Not this week, because it’s my roommate’s birthday. Not until after mother’s day at least. It seems so long to wait when you feel like I do though. I wish I had nothing keeping me here anymore.
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i think you should be glad you have something or someone keeping you here it feels alot worse to have no one.
I agree with hateself, be thankful you have people that would miss you if you weren’t around.
If your mind was set on this action, you would feel no love, you would feel nothing but emptiness and would pray to not wake up the next morning.
You have people you love and who love you, you would leave devastation behind if you played the suicide card.
Simple. Don’t. Cherish your loved ones and your friends, if I had loved ones, the last thing I’d want to do is hurt them.
you don’t know that you have no purpose on the planet. In fact, the people who go around bragging about how special they are without doing anything are usually the useless ones, while the people who don’t think they are good at anything are the ones who strive to do better, and are the ones who make a real difference in the world.
I guess, I am grateful for who I have in my life, but there’s nothing they can do to change the pain that I feel. What does having people you love matter if you still want to die? They aren’t enough to make me stop hating myself. They’re better off without me. They only think they would miss me, but they’d learn quickly that it’s better with me gone. They have no reason to be hurt by my death.
And I can’t know whether or not I have a purpose, but if I did, I feel like I’d have something going for me. A talent I could use to make a difference. But I’m just a failure.