I keep stupidly thinking it will.  And every day all I think about is suicide and how to do it and this time get it right.  I try talking  but no one can help.  I quit therapy for so many reasons.  That was useless too.  All I want is to escape this constant emotional pain. It never ends.  I wish I had a gun.  Pills won’t do it.
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And what if it does…a lot of times those who give up are the ones who are close to succeeding.
What if things do get better, are you willing to die from the wright of the world, or will you plant your feet in the ground and rise with the world on your shoulders.
Broken hearts can be healed, sadness can become happiness, depression can become succession, but if you buckle then you’re saying I’m not good enough, but you are. You are more than what your thoughts and emotions are telling you.
You don’t have to give in, what if you succeed, can you imagine what the glory will be when you look back and see that you was once on the ropes, but you jabbed away and fought back.
Don’t let it it take you down.
I want you to read what you just wrote. Think about how selfish it would be to take your life. I know there is one person out there that truly cares for you. And if you take your life, they might as well just fall into the same depression that you were in. You do not want that for someone else do you? If I’m taking time to write this, you better believe I do not want you to kill yourself.