Im not overweight or anything, just chubby and i want to slim down. i haven’t made myself puke in a while and i gained back all the weight that i did lose so today i was determined to start again because summer is coming. i puked my breakfast but then my mom spoiled me today with junk because my grandpa got into a really bad car accident and she felt sad. anyways, all day today all i ate was junk and i never got the chance to get rid of it and i just always end up throwing up but i then gaining back the weight from eating junk and i eat a lot of junk and im so pissed because i really want to lose it all but sometimes i get to lazy to puke and i get tempted to eat when im starving. i honestly dont know what to do because i get so mad at myself and i end up stressing more than usual. and that makes me really irritable. i just end up hurting everyone else from being to mad at myself.