i just cant do it anymore. school starts again in two days and  i cant face going back. three more years and then university. i cant handle it anymroe. i just want it all to be over. no where feels safe. i hide in my room for hours, my dad coming in once in a while just to yell.
at least in my room i can cry alone. i cant break down in class.
i feel so fat and ugly and like every time someone laughs they are laughing at my countless imperfections. someone told me to go kill myself the other day. they dont know how seriously i am considering it.
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They’re more flawed than you are
thank you, but i just dont know how much more i can take
Im sure you are the most beautiful human being and it is their loss that they wont get to experience you and all that you are. At 14 you should be enjoying life not having to worry about all these little things. Try and be positive, things can only get better.