Will things ever get better?!

I feel alone in this house. A boyfriend who constantly throws names at me like ‘fat slob’ or ‘fat fucking *****’. The one person who is suppose to be there for you and love you unconditionally is the ONE person who makes your life a living hell! I am the mother of your child for god’s sake, have some respect. But that’s too much to ask, I have to sit here and take it. I’m only 21 I shouldn’t be living like this, I should be enjoying life. Instead I’m not allowed to have any friends, I don’t go outside this house. I no longer love this person, who are you?! I HATE you! How can you do these things?! But I’ll never get out, I’ll have to live like this forever.. My daughter will have to see her mother get treated like dirt.. I NEED to get out! I have to find the strength, but how?! How can I deprive my daughter of her father?!