The reason

It was December 19th 2012 I was 16. at school they all laughed at me made fun of my clothes shoes and hair they said i had problems and that i needed to see a psychiatrist it got so bad i cried every night i put my hand down my throat and puked i became anorexic i didn’t eat. I didnt sleep i didnt eat. i got f’s in all my classes i got pushed around. so one night i decided to kill myself i wrote a letter and took 30 pills all different kinds of pills my mom came in when i was in the middle of my 16th one she called the cops and they pumped my stomach i lived. i tried again another night and got to 29 i died but they revived me . it hurts to fell alone. left out. scared.