It’s getting hard.. I don’t know if I can do it anymore… I just want to go lay down and sleep forever. I don’t understand and I lost my only reasons to live… I know they are in a caring place with good people but I won’t get to see them.. What’s the point now.. In anything in life..
-Jladd
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Jladd,
I am sorry you won’t get to see your brothers and sisters now, but after all the things I have read about your mother they are probably safer if they are far away. You will not be tortured by your mother forever.
A time will come when you are 18 and you will be able to leave and never speak to her again. You will be able to contact your siblings again.
I have heard some bad stories of abuse, but yours is one of the most brutal I have heard. I am pleading with you to take pictures of your bruises and burns. Anything she does to you make a physical note of it, date time and image.
Then sometime in the near future I want you to contact social services. They will help you. If you send them the images they will take you out of your house and perform a full scale investigation. You will never have to see her again.
You may feel like this is wrong, and that you have to protect her. But Jladd you don’t have to protect her, She is YOUR MOTHER she should be protecting you, the moment she layed a hand on you she lost the right to dictate your life in anyway, you don’t owe her anything.
Your a beautiful person both inside and out, don’t let your light fade away, you have loads to share with the world.
Be safe, we at SP are on your side, we wont leave you. We are thinking about you.
<3
Ruins