I’m an 11 year old girl..I’m too young to be suffering.. What’s wrong with me? Why do I keep crying myself to sleep and fake smiling my head off with friends and family? I’m a loser. Fat, ugly, worthless, piece of trash. Good for nothing… I may be young..but my soul is old.
share your suicide story
Report Post
Please log in to report posts
7 comments
Grow up. Every little middleschooler says the same thing “I have an old soul.” Please, you listen to metalcore don’t you? and dubstep. You have never read a book in your life.
11 is too young. 13 is too young. We live in the same way that others do and that has marked us as tortured souls in the midst of a world where one thing is the right thing.
Geraldine, do you not know that words either give life or take it away, it curses or it blesses. Every single person on the face of this earth is unique and special. By your saying you are a piece of trash is telling God he made a piece of trash. Who has told you these lies that you are now accepting into your heart??? Everyone has value, real value. There is no one like you. You are not a loser, not fat, not ugly, not a waste of space. And I say this to everyone, do not let your emotions rule you–YOU rule your emotions. How is it done? by making a choice–yes, it takes practice, but you make the choice. No one is responsible for your happiness, except you. You can choose to be happy. Supposing you died and you look back on your life, you may realize that all the things you fretted about was not even worth it. And if you need to share your feelings, share it with someone who will speak life into you and not death. Do not listen to the negative comments made regarding your posts. They are broken as well and need help. I’ve been through all of the hurt and I am healed and SO glad I never committed suicide…I would have missed out on much. You are special, valued and needed.
Growing kids get depression too, take it easy on her. I’m an adolescent and so far I already tried to commit suicide two times. Kids nowadays aren’t as merry as adults think we are.
Don’t feel bad about yourself, we’ve all been in that level. Most of us also cry ourselves to sleep and spend our days smiling. Life is messed up but you need to stay strong and fight the battle. Take a positive look on things. You’re just 11 and you have a future ahead of you, that’s great, whereas I’m giving up education because I’m tired of getting critiqued based on my knowledge. I’m probably the stupidest in my class.
Don’t compare yourself to others to feel better but instead, do something to make you feel better. If you feel like you’re ugly, try asking your mom what she thinks. To moms, their children are beautiful. Don’t feel worthless either. There are people out there who love you for who you are.
it doesnt matter how old someone is she is right in her own way. who gave you the right to tell her to grow up? leave her be she is in pain she needs someone to help her not tell her she is being stupid and invalidate her
In case you forgot the saying, “Don’t judge.” You don’t know that most of the time, I just stick my head into a book and block out the world. And guess what? I love my friends and family soo much..and God. I’m doing myself a favour and keeping strong. Note that.
That’s good to hear. All of us who crave for death look up to people who keep strong. Amazing, you’re 11 but you’re stronger than I am. I don’t really have anyone else to turn to before I found this website. Love yourself, take care and good luck.