Flirting with Death is a roller coaster ride in the fog – you can never see ahead, if Death will accept you or if he will turn you down. He has his own way of going about things, turning off the lights for a good man and letting a bad one go free, but Death keeps it simple. He will come for you when it is time. Not before. Not after. You can speed his process along by smoking or by drinking, slow it down by exercising, but even when you slit your wrists, cut your throat, shoot yourself – Death will not take you if he doesn’t feel it is the right time. Darkness grows every hour for some souls, but Death still waits and he still watches. We’re all still here. We all still exist on the world though more that 80% have probably decided that suicide is good.
I remember one summer I went to Yosemite and stood at the edge of a 300-foot cliff and thought how easy it would be to jump off and never have to worry again about anything. But Death knew it wasn’t my time. He pulled me back from the edge and he took me back to my dad’s car and drove me home in the know that I would not die for many years to come, be it a blessing of a curse.
So smile at Death, and greet him like an old friend and see if he will take you to your kingdom come. Stand on the cliff and ponder the jump. Take the roller coaster ride into the fog and never see where he will turn next. ~
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Hi I am new to these forums..
read almost all the posts on here since I signed up a good few months back..
have never replied to anyone, i won’t because i don’t have the answers, i myself am waiting for my day..
but your post hit me like a bolt of lightning..
your account at that end of that cliff, well that was me back in January.
I think about that moment every single day when i was the one standing on that cliff edge looking down..
every day i think of the same thing..
each and every day still i think of that same thing..
i try to make some sense out of it ..just how easy it would and should of been..
i beat myself up in my head, have battles within myself , am angry with myself for not going through with it..this is what i want..no it isn’t, yes it is etc..etc..
Half the time i don’t really know what, where , when or why… because my heads all over the place..
But i know for sure when its my time..
I’m gonna smile and greet death as the real true friend that i have never really had..
you have opened my thoughts, i thankyou for that..
I wish you all the best