I almost died once

I’ve actually almost died a couple time but this ones been on my mind.
A bunch a years ago my neighbors house caught on fire. Our house, close as it was was in no danger of catching flames but it was night we were asleep and our house was filling with the fumes. I still hear his voice screaming when I think about it. The sound of his fists beating on our door violently. I was sick for a couple days after the fumes clear our house but I can’t shake the thought that I really wish he’d forgotten to wake us.