Dear Me,
I just don’t get it. . Why doesn’t anyone else have the voices too? Â How do you fake that smile so well when we both know you’re planning ending your life? Â Why is it that you can hate yourself so much when you didn’t do anything. Your scars scream louder for help than you ever could and that’s the sad truth. Your tears can’t be separated from the bathtub water they fall into. Â No matter how much blood you steal from yourself, you can’t be satisfied, so why do you even bother to still do it? Â You’ve written your suicide letter and million times but you STILL cant seem to get it right. You’ve convinced yourself that even the mirror agrees that you’re disgusting. The worst part is that you’ve convinced YOURSELF that you’re not worth the clock’s time, not even the slightest second. Maybe the voices are right, maybe you are taking up space meant for someone better, so just leave. Now’s your time..
Yours truly,
You
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You write beautifully… I hope you can find something that gives you power to get over those feels and give you hope of the brighter times!