I have been in a depression for 3 months know. No one has noticed. I have been cutting myself with scissors for 3 months. The cuts are clearly visable in my arms. No one has noticed. Part of me thinks that no one has noticed because no one cares about me enough to notice. That probably is not true, but right now it seems like its the only logical explanation as to why no one has noticed my pain. I don’t know what to do anymore.
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just becuse no one has said any thing doesnt mean they dont dont care maybe some people seen them and are to affraid to tell any one or confront you about it like its not always the easyest subject for some one else who has never had experince with it
Sometimes people who love you just try to ignore your cuts and your depression, because they are too scared for you – and too shoked. They don`t know what to do and what to say. When I had especialy hard time, my mother was trying realy hard to convince herself – and me – that I`m only having a bad day or bad mood. It was only a year after when she let herself realise what was going on and talk to me. She loves me: perciesly because of it she didn`t want to belive that I was so unhappy or that I was in danger. People around you can be weak sometimes. But if you ask them for help and talk to them by yourself, they will help.
It sounds like a break is in order. Smoke some weed, call in sick, fake an illness if you have insurance, call a hooker…do whatever you have got to do to get your hands on a timeout. Pray, if that helps. I’m not trying to take anything away from a “moral” approach, but I have felt many times that I needed something more in the here and now. Good luck man.