Hi guys,
I’ve been hanging around this site since before Christmas, and posted a few times. I just wondered if there are any other Christians out there who are battling suicidal thoughts. For me, being a Christian makes it harder in a way, because I believe that after death I will be in heaven, and will be happy. If it weren’t for my two precious boys (aged 10 and 13) I would leave here very soon, but for them I want to stick around at least a few more years
Would anyone be interested in making some kind of support e-mail group for Christians who feel like getting out of here but know they must stay on a bit longer.
It’s strange how coming to this site and reading what everyone else has written comforts me – I guess it gets rid of the feeling of isolation, and of being abnormal to be considering suicide.
To all of you who are exiting soon, good luck, and best wishes!
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Hey I am one
i am
Death should be absolution
What if your wrong?
How can u be happy in a place thats perfect?
Life wouldnt work,
read the bible, heavens on earth
i hope your kids believe as strongly as u do
Have u seen the deadly sins,
greed, lust, envy, gluttony, wrath, lust, pride.
If you do any of them your not allowed in unless you repent.
I mean ive broken them all, never repented once, many Christians do the same repent at birth and never again, when they all commit sin everyday.
what about the sins of your god.
damn Christians. They commited genocide on my people, for something that is only a possibility. More people than hitler killed
You cannot have nothing without something
everything is either matter or energy and life is both
Space isnt empty, and theres no city in the clouds
or 12800km to the core there isnt hell.
I mean theres a chance i believe in different realities i suppose. Heaven and hell could be on different planes it could be getting transferred to a different dimension and there could be a place of 0,1 Heaven and hell
but it wouldnt be what u think, even if you were in a different dimension, there still atoms and molecules and anything can be crushed into smaller pieces. Life is life
Only life can create life
I mean no disrespect, i mean everyone deserves to believe in whatever they want, but all the lies the bible has caused and the evil it has produce by just sayin it was wrong, just stimulating evil, causing conflict between believers and no believers, Why would god do this? We all are his children arent we? like any parent shouldnt he have left us alone to make our own choices, no matter the effects it causes, Its our life,
why would he love only the people that love him, when almost every parent i have ever met have loved there kids no matter what, Even if they couldnt handle them, they still love them, To sent them to a place of torture. I mean some people do deserve it, im one of them, but alot of people dont, What about a 5 year old, orphaned Ethiopian who dies before he ever gets to learn about it. Does he go to heaven?
Just take care of your kids, Committing suicide is the worse thing u can do to a kid, if u do it, ill come to heaven and kill you again,
Make it look like a accident or a murder atleast. Your kids will do the same thing when they grow up, Give em a chance to succeed, at least Marta yourself, Make them live life to the fullest, Because their might not be anything.
when my mother dies, im going the same day, ive had it planned since i was 11
i am a christan that will stay a bit longer. i dont plan to kill myself for a while. i have nothing in life. i have nothing to look forward to in life. I just wake up everyday to the same bullsh**t. I just cant wait to go. I just cant wait till i put an end to this silly life that God gave me. I dont know if I am christian anymore, because i so angry at god. i blame god for everything. nothing does help anymore. nothing will never help. its too late for me. the only reason why i not gone right now is because i havent bulit enough courage yet. i tired to kill myself in the past twice. but now i have lost the courage. but i build it up again. I know that this life cannot go on. it has to end. i dont really care what god thinks, he send am soul to hell as much times as he wants. God failed me one to many times, and that is the main reason that i am going to put an end to my life.
For some reason, I keep hearing the Bob Marley song “Every little thing’s gonna be alright”. Within the crap, I muster up a smile…..I have nothing to lose, so many people slam themselves while they’re down, that’s the time to have compassion for yourself…I’ve been angry for so long…but I try to be kind to myself…that’s a hard one for everyone cause everything’s SUPPOSED TO BE so perfect….well it isn’t and it sucks…treat the reality the best way you know how. anyone can hit me up for banter or support- clnrch7@yahoo.ca We’re all doing the best we know….I applaud everyone on here….sticking it out, scared, tired, confused….it’s nuts. Cheers!