My goodbye…….

My entire life i thought i was going somewhere. I have realized in the past week that i am going nowhere. yes i am young, there is so much i havent done, blah blah blah. dont try to talk me out of it, there is no use. i am nothing but a kindred spirit now :(. i will take the path of so many others in the world and end my miserable life. To the girls that i care about out there (you know who u are) im sorry i had to end it this way. i couldnt deal with the hate. i couldnt deal with the pain. the fact that u werent there to help only made it worse. To my parents, dont say u love me if u really dont. its like rubbing dirt in the open wound. To all the people crying as they read this bittersweet goodbye, i leave these last words. Sometimes it is the words that arent said that bring the pain. Alas, i bid thee farwell, in this sad, cruel world.