My story

Hey there,
My name is Taliya. I was abused from the age of 4 until the age of 15, verbally, physically and emotionally. I just recently figured out I was at my limit before I was going to just break, I decided to leave my house and go to my grandparents a few days a week. I refuse to leave permanently because of my siblings, it would break their hearts to see me leave and I cant do that to them. I always promised them I was going to be around to protect them, and that’s never going to change. Home is a place I don’t feel safe and secure or loved, I wouldn’t even call it a home because there’s no love there, its a house with four walls windows and doors.. to me thats all it is. My parents are not the worst parents in the world, but they have not made my life easy. I missed out on most of my childhood, I wasn’t even aloud to go out and socialize with my friends. This year I ended up loosing some of my closest friends, because I had finally trusted them enough to tell them the truth. They decided to go on twitter and tell everyone how I had faked my abuse and tag me in the posts, I couldn’t take it anymore so I deactivated the account I couldn’t tell anyone because the posts were about my parents. They still anonomusly tell me to kill myself, because the world would be better without me. I have just recently came out of depression, I haven’t cut since then. I now realize im here for a purpose, and my life goal is to help as many people as I can. My passion is helping people especially with depression ect. because I’ve been there I know how it feels. I know how it feels to suffer alone with no one by your side to comfort you or tell you to keep holding on or that your going to make it through. NO ONE SHOULD EVER HAVE TO FEEL THAT  PAIN. Im proof that this does get better, it may not be today or a month or even a year from now but I promise you it is going to get better. I may not know you or your story.. but I want you to be able to just vent and talk to me. my email is taliyarose1@gmail.com don’t ever hesitate to email me, I promise I will always respond ..it may not be instant but I will try my best.

P.s there’s a lot more to my story, this isn’t all of it but I will eventually get everything out.

feel free to comment 🙂 you are not alone.