I cant stop thinking about him….

… every single day i think about him. His beautiful smile, the way he walks, his angelic voice, his laugh that sounds like bells the angels would be jealous of, the way his beautiful blue and green eyes capture all of the glorious moments the entire world holds while they seem so far away from reality that you could be captured in an instant and never leave if he would look at you long enough. And his soul, played around with so many times you can feel his depression, hurt, sorrow, anger, sadness, and need for love just seeping off of his aura its almost so suffocating that an wave of multiple emotions come over you. I want to run and hide, hug him, make him tell me what he feels to the point he cries when he tells me from the relief of letting all of his emotions out he would hug me and cry on my shoulder and i would tell him it would always be okay, that i will always be there for him during his worst times and his good times, that he wont have to carry this burden alone and that i will never leave him but if he gets tired of me i will still be there for him no matter even if he says he hates me. I love him so much. He is my everything. I will do anything for him, even be with him in the after life. He is my sun and in his presence i feel like nothing more but a planet that must survive for the sake of him and him alone and if his flame goes out then my will also wither away. I am only a sophomore in High School but i feel as though i have found my soul mate. One i will do anything for. Anything….